Hear about me.

2011-06-02T05:27:00.000-07:00

Everyone lives for a reason. I just lost my reason to live.

2011-04-15T19:58:00.000-07:00

Its the routine, study study study. I don't remember doing this during sec 1, study, study,study. yes, study, study, study and.....contd to study.

Yup, but if I don't study, nothings' left for me to do.

So, yup I'm frustrated !

SRJC!

2011-02-01T23:44:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the last day of orientation and its really fun! From day 1 to 4, I feel my OGLs were really active and my OG and CG were easy to get along as well. I so did not regret getting into this school (cross my fingers) LOL. Happy CNY, everybody! But from next week on, life is not just gonna be tough but SUPER tough. Sighs... oh well, buck up! Haven't chosen my ideal CCA, SC or Netball or WHAT?! Anyway, I hope CNY passes quickly and so I will enter my JC life ASAP.

All the best to all my friends who have chosen their new school, buck up :)

Oh, what if.

2011-01-20T21:09:00.000-08:00

"In life, sometimes you learn lessons the hard way...sometimes you learn it too late." - Taylor Swift. I pretty much agree, yep even though not much people do blogging nowadays but there must be a way to express emotions, for me, its blogging. Going to quit job soon but 'coz I need to spend ALOT on dressing up for CNY so I unwillingly worked. Oh well... Almost each time I ended off at 9pm and it sucks ''coz you can only sleep at 10 plussss.

At certain time of the day, you would've wished to just stay there do nothing and stare into the space, give your mind some time off. But then you would start imagining things or reminiscing things and let emotions get the better of you. Oh damnit.

Santa's cominnng :)

2010-12-24T17:58:00.000-08:00

Omg my favorite season is here again, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!

"Diamonds are forever."

2010-12-07T18:07:00.000-08:00

Prom night '10

2010-11-19T03:13:00.000-08:00

It's been 4 years since I looked forward to Prom and it finally came. People say fun things don't usually last and I agree. Just like years I spent in SKSS, there were really fun times I spent and I hope they last but they will always always remain in my deep memories. Undeniably, there were very unhappy times but cross my fingers and close my eyes, they disappeared quickly.

It was truly 4 worthy years in SKSS, learnt many things, experience much :)

Last day

2010-11-15T05:06:00.000-08:00

How come I don't feel like its the last day, maybe its a lag. Probably will feel better or like it tomorrow.

Pure Bio paper was so difficult.

These few days I'm exasperated and dk whad to say. Even after O lvl, lost all the vibrant. But again, I still feel lyk playing. Dk what should I classify such emotions as...

2010-07-21T02:20:00.000-07:00

IDK if blogging is outdated but I just blog 'coz recently theres too much emotions. Tests and exams have been so hectic, can't even take a second out to breathe fresh air... Glad I managed to take out time with my friends over last weekend to take a break or I will probably coop at home and study like mad.

O levels are coming, worried about this and that etc etc. Sometimes I wished for getaway. A real getaway. Sometimes I wish to return to sec 1 or 2 days where there is little to worry, plenty to play :) How sweeeet.

Have anyone ever felt lyk sometimes you study so long, you don't know you are? And you honestly need a break but it somehow felt lyk procrastinating? Well, thats how I feel right now, right here.

All in all I must and I WILL continue to mug (whad to do?)

the last song,

2010-05-15T20:04:00.001-07:00

Always the same fear.

2010-04-28T00:49:00.000-07:00

Someone should start telling me to stop freaking worry. But that's not gonna make a difference anw. Really, really, really, these two days, or these few weeks, the stress is overwhelming. One day, I will be so overwhelmed with it, it will flood. So stressed and tired I can't even think of any words to describe my feelings. My arms are freaking aching from the geog ssp test.

Seriousely. Tired already.

Carnival'10

2010-04-17T04:20:00.000-07:00

I love the carnival this year because I took alot alot of photos!

I didn't really eat alot 'coz I wasn't very hungry for food, I was more hungry for fun.

I love the balloons, esp the one which was extremely HUGE! Its was.....$30, wow !!

My best part is taking photos:)

I love the dunk machine toooooo!

And SN singing of course, she rooooocks :p

Great song!

2010-03-18T18:54:00.000-07:00

Twilight

2010-03-10T00:30:00.002-08:00

New Moon and Eclipse :)

I thought twilight was boring. :(

I was wrong. :/

It was great :):):)

I love the roles of Bella and Edward...

and the two sentences that you would catch Edward saying in Twilight 1 :D

But on the whole, I'm loving twilight :):):):):)

Twilight

2010-03-10T00:30:00.001-08:00

Twilight

2010-03-10T00:30:00.000-08:00

2010-02-27T23:02:00.000-08:00

No particular subject, but yesterday was sharaxe outing, finally went for an outing. We went to the buffet restaurant, which I have forgotten the name of it again. But I simply love the food there :) I lyk the fried ice cream particularly, it's the first time I'm eating it :) So I think it was cool :)

Getting back results soon, jittery :(

CT's over!!

2010-02-25T22:39:00.000-08:00

Yep, common test's over, but its not the end. At least one's down, with somemore to go :) But I'm seriousely worried about the common test, somehow I feel that I won't do so well this time round. Very much demoralised, but still got that ray of hope ... :)

Okay, nothing much, going out with sharaxe tomorrow, thinking whad to wear :) Good thing, we are heading to eat nice stuff :)

And one of my favourite song :)

2010-01-27T00:17:00.000-08:00

Honestly, I am who I used to be, like being happier :)

Anyway, the air-con issue is still on, which apparently, I still can't fathom what the controversy point is. But, thats okay for me. I hope its okay for the rest of 4E1 today ... cheers, people! ;) But that doesn't exactly mean I'm not bothered by this issue. I hope this can resolve soon, so it doesn't affect all of us too much. Besides, it's the big O's year... All the way people :)

Back from Camp.

2010-01-18T01:03:00.001-08:00

Though its been long, but just post, 'coz I can finally take time out :) Camp was awesome, I went there with a really positive attitude. Firstly, I gotta enjoy my last year of camp in SKSS. Another thing, I gotta change for the better. Stay alive :)

Truly, to me camp was just AMAZING! I just love camp, other than the toliets and bugs, I can't think of other reason I wouldn't wanna go to camp, seriousely!!! Other than the fact that we won the best class award, I kindaff changed and really would like to stay that way.

So when I came back, I went Mac's to buy Fillet upsize extra value meal. And then went my granny's house and she cooked a large bowl of wonton for me. Then drank up my water. Went to bath and SLEEP. Then I realised that sleeping is probably the best thing that could happen to someone :)

P.S. I am happy, don't need to take away or give me anything more. :)

Smile a little, laugh a bit more!

2010-01-07T21:30:00.000-08:00

Today has been tiring again. Days in school, for a reason or other, seems to be awfully slooooow, other than the fact that I get to meet my friends in school and also to get an O level certificate , I can't find other reasons I would want to be in a school.

Actually I do feel better after posting the day before? Yup. Haha :)

New Year Resolution: Stay positive :)

2010-01-04T23:31:00.000-08:00

Its the 2nd day of school. I have a lot of thoughts. There's this new student in our class which am very curious to know about her...

I find it really hard to open myself up to everyone else now. I am trying really hard to do it. But it takes me really more than just courage to even blog what I am truly feeling now. And what I am really feeling is that I don't wanna be alone, I don't wanna be what I have been for the past 6 years in primary school. I've heard nobody truly understand my actions and what I is really going through my mind. All I am thinking about is that I need my friends' company. That's what's going through my mind. And of course studies which comes hand-in-hand with friends. What I need is more than just studies. How should I really express them???

After all this, I should not forget:

Happy New Year to all, and really work hard for the O Level!

And also Thank You to all my friends for the invitation to X'mas and New Year celebration, and the fun we all enjoyed, thank you all :)

25th december 09

2009-12-24T17:40:00.000-08:00

2009-12-14T20:53:00.000-08:00

Recently, I've been staring at my screen, wondering what to type. Took me very long, to finally blog. 'Coz I don't know whad to blog about.

This holiday was about assignments. No life~Currently fretting about being stressed up next year. Whad if I do not get into an ideal school after graduation? But speaking of graduation, I'm very excited, not really about the celebrations but the fact that I like that time passes so fast, very thrilling haha. Soon, I will have sweet 16 hahaha! Can watch NC16 already ... soon soon ;)

But can't help stop worrying about the exams and tests. So many things I have to think about.

Another thing. My height. Its the most worrying thing. I'm in the 15 range, how...? I hope at least before I graduate I can reach 160cm. Enough.

Cross my fingers*

Christmas!!! I'd like a new camera, but my mom says I can only fix the old one. She's quite a miser these days. She would even flare up even if I buy a Frappe.

But anyway, this video, is sth I forgotten to put on my birthday:

See.

2009-12-10T04:32:00.000-08:00

2009-12-04T05:36:00.000-08:00

2009-11-26T19:36:00.000-08:00

That previous post was specially written, here's another post.

I hope that there's something cool, for me to anticipate at the end of the year when I'm in sec 4. So I AM SO LOOOOKING FORWARD TO IT :)

Am so loooooking forward to it!

2009-11-26T19:07:00.000-08:00

21st Nov'09

Thank you Sharaxe for the midnight wishes and every other wishes that day, for coming, the fun and the presents!

22nd Nov'09

Thank you Ex 2E2 for the wishes, for coming and the presents!

And also, thank you Alicia and Darrel for the wishes too :)

...the Facebook wishes and IM wishes from everybody, thank you :)

I hope there is a better word than thank you, but I can't find any other. So....thank you anyway :)

Temptation of wife

2009-11-15T03:41:00.000-08:00

2009-11-12T20:26:00.000-08:00

I wish I belong.

2009-11-08T23:00:00.001-08:00

Today, I missed biology class in the morning. Damn, I forgot the time. But might as well I thought, its very bored attending lessons. Any lessons, in fact.

Seems like I've got plenty of holiday assignments to complete but I seriously don't have the mood to complete them. I can't believe I'm taking tests during the holiday. Worse holiday, or is it even a one...

Because I was so bored, I ran through my previous posts from July'08 onwards, which is pretty lame but preferable compared to studying. Then I realised I feel pretty much the same like my November 14th post. It was a dreadful feeling.

Sometimes, I hope I kind of belong.

P.S. I hate rashes.

Looking forward.

2009-11-04T01:02:00.000-08:00

I am so looking forward :) 'Coz I can celebrate twice this year :) I hope :)

Bad day.

2009-10-26T01:08:00.000-07:00

Sweet.

2009-10-24T21:08:00.000-07:00

In addition to helping the old folks ytd, I completed BOF today! An extreme sense of accomplishment! LOLS. The last episode was...not appropriate for description in words. Watch it on youtube, if you like :)

Strained.

2009-10-22T06:39:00.000-07:00

All of a sudden, it feels like people around me are like so downcast, I seriousely have no idea how to console them.

One moment, I get so enthusiastic the other, I get so emotional and mad.

Seems like I've lost the rights to even console given my predicament.

I need to have the holiday mood rightttttttttt now.

Happy Birthday Weiling!

2009-10-19T17:43:00.000-07:00

Though its a day later, but I will still wish QUEK:

Happy Birthday Comments

Haha, had a really fun time yesterday at Vivocity though there were many complications, but it was still fun. We met at Compass Point with them and went to get Weiling's present :) After that, we set off to take the MRT to Vivocity and met Weiling halfway! Happy Birthday...lols! I gave her my present, I hope she loves it... :) Then after watching 500 days of Summer, and its a real hard-core comedy. I love the part where there is the 'hey' and 'hi' part assuming that lady's a lesbian ... haha! I find the show real hilarious and meaningful, except its really complicated. Back to the main thing. Then we went back to Quek's house and had dinner, thanks Auntie! Then we finally had our hands on pokers....but it was short. Then we went home after a short while like at 10??

I hope we all enjoyed :):):):)

Fun's in ! ! !

2009-10-16T21:03:00.000-07:00

Exam's so over, so fun's in ! ! ! Yesterday was our last paper, add. maths, damn suck. 'Coz the school's somehow quiet and lonely. Anw, the add. maths was fine. After the paper, I feel kind of happy already... but somehow, I don't feel like it's over, my emotions weren't that extreme after all... no idea why, maybe too used to being too stressed.

After the paper, we went home to bathe and all the other things we need to prepare, that's why you call girls > girls :) I set off ard 12.15 in the afternoon to the MRT and board the same train as Huiyi, Xueting and Angeline. We waited for at the Serangoon for God knows how long, couldn't remember. Ard a half an hour later, we went to meet SN and then all of us went Bugis Junction for lunch. I haven't took neo-prints twice in a go, like at a SUPER budget price. Shopping wears my feet out, damn tired.

After everything, I took a bus home with Eunice and Huiyi. Could really fall asleep on the bus Zzz...Super tired.

I will, I must make up all the fun times that I lost during the exam period...

Muggggggin'!

2009-09-17T23:28:00.000-07:00

Stresss and Muggingggg!

In com lab...NOW!

2009-09-02T21:38:00.000-07:00

Haha, I see SN blogging... :( She is suppose to do her geography project, but she's blogging. HAHAHA.

Actually, we are suppose to do the same thing! Big-time slackers, majority of us. And Eunice's com's lagggg. We can't continue doing the project no more. Darrel and Michelle have also been putting the com time to good use as well :)

Mdm Z. don't seem to be the least bothered :) Now, I'm feeling very very guilty, 'coz I'm not helping them to complete the task tgt.

P.S. SN is keepin' a lookout for Mdm Z. 'lest she comes... :(

Angeline and Huiyi are also putting the com time to good use too :) And Darrel just said YES! haha, I have no idea why, but SN just said he's playing bejeweled...O.o But I see Kelly and co. working on the project real hardworking-ly :) Holiday is erm...1 day away. But it's not like fun's in 'coz EOY's on the roll.

Anw, got some new songs: Lucky - Jason Mraz, I don't care - 2NE1. Check them out. Gotta get back...byeeee.

All the best to your EOY and holiday :)

Growing up was never easy

2009-08-29T18:27:00.000-07:00

Probably people did hated me, for a reason I never get to know.

"Sometimes I put up walls, not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down."

Anyway, yesterday was super fun 'coz I hanged out with AhQuek and Yingjie at Vivo. We caught a movie and then went to Daiso where everything's $2 :):) I came across this box. I wished I could buy it.

But anyway I didn't. AhQuek bought lots and lots of cards and stickers for cards, I guess. Soon after we went home :):) I met quite a couple of friends there.

Couldn't wait to go home and watch BOF on U that day :):)

When sometimes...

2009-08-24T03:51:00.000-07:00

Life hasn't been much more interesting recently, except maybe I have been laughing a little too much in class sometimes. And blogger's been very down, like me and everybody else or maybe not.

And I hope SN would cheer up as well as Weiling! Not to forget, Xueting and Huiyi, all smiles :)

Times, like this, I feel like a loser.

Not in the right mood but...

2009-08-13T22:27:00.000-07:00

Common test is over however, I'm still worried sick !

But it's okay, reviewing back to erm...thursday 13/08/09! It was Huiyi's Birthday :)

Just songs.

2009-07-31T00:00:00.000-07:00

Hard-core.

2009-07-27T01:25:00.000-07:00

Common Test are around the corner, and its sucks! Because I have to take 3 subjects a day, and other freaking more days. Sighs, no idea how to arrange my schedule. Last Sat? Yea, I went to watch movie with Weiling, Michelle and YingJie. We watched the Haunting in the Connecticut. Its effin' cool, and I'm looking forward to Final Destination 4! Theres this 3-D version :) Oh, after the show, Weiling and Yingjie brought me to Far East Plaza to do shoppin'. I feel so weird initially but ultimately, I managed to bought 1 blouse which costs me like $26?! I hope its worth it, I don't think my mom likes the idea 'coz I asked another week's allowance from her...Whoops.

Gonna mug right away, wish me luck :)

Just any other day.

2009-07-22T03:02:00.000-07:00

Skepticalness.

Today's been like just another any other day. 'Coz everyth kind of like repeats itself 5 days or 7 days in a week. And it really sucks when you can actually memorise what happens almost everyday? But today has been like a slight change in class during CD. We were actually talking about some religious thin' so Rita and their group have spiced up the lessons :) Our group had been pretty hilarious too.

Its a really heavy rain this morning, but I like the breeze afterwards, since I sit near the window, I got the breeze :) For the second time, my temperature in the morning was 36 degrees ++. Not bad.

I like sofea's bangs. I guess I won't look nice anyway.

2009-07-19T06:10:00.001-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nxpx1rNjlPI

Wear your heart on your sleeve.

2009-07-17T06:01:00.002-07:00

Its a confusing world out there.

I am officially taking back my words.

2009-07-15T05:36:00.000-07:00

My topic is self-explanatory to SN and AhQuek...

Hm...this week is quite happening. But I seem to remember only the Taboo game and the chocolates Ms K. gave us which was heavenly :) Then the day Mdm K. was absent, heard she was quaratine. Honestly I guess would prefer to do hmk than to have lessons with her. Then this new relieve teacher came, who looks quite like Xuezhen, lols.

Oh ya...there was the chem experiment at the lab. No results unfortunately, it was a 'painful' process!

After sch, the three of us walked to the bus-stop but only me and weiling took the bus home, coz SN has the ... can't rmb whad.

Oh ya...one more thing, I kindaff enjoy class very much recently. Jokes and everything spice up the boring lessons HAHA.

Brandon's Birthday Celebration

2009-07-04T21:06:00.001-07:00

The celebration was fun and cool. Didn't actually take much photos on my phone....I wasnt that photogenic afterall, haha.

It started off in the afternoon? Yea, I think so. I went to the Hougang MRT station to meet Weiling and co. Then we took the MRT to Vivo first and take another train to Beach Station. Next, we walked to the Palawan Beach and start to unpack. YQ brought this largeee mat. We played the volleyball game, monopoly (fun!) and took many jumpshots, group photos and "the cloud with the sliver lining".

So fun, I think its the best thing that happened to me this week. Thanks to everyone :) And of course, I shouldn't forget to wish Brandon a Happy Belated Birthday :)

Hope you love them too :)

2009-07-01T01:35:00.000-07:00

Its something more.

2009-06-27T03:00:00.000-07:00

Counting down. After tmrw, school starts. Haven got a new bag 'coz I thought it would be nice to buy it when school starts next year. Have been sleepin' at 12 ++ midnight, so I'm suffering from fatique. Haven completed my chinese yet, I have no idea how should I go about doing it. I thought the ministry would be closing the school for one more week, which apparantly is not the case.

And I almost had to walk to sch thanks to my dad. Fortunately, I managed to turn the situation around. I can't wait for year end holidays to start again. Can't wait :)

Angry.Mad.Frustrated.

2009-06-21T21:17:00.000-07:00

I was very obsessed with watching boys over flowers online. Until my mom caught me and BAN me. See the thing when school starts, boo. Just had tution a while ago. So I guess I would have to get back to serious business again :(

Since she's going out now, guess maybe just get a glimpse of it :p Maybe I should recommend it, its really very hilarious and erm...yea. Its boys over flowers, the online ones. The ones that were broadcast on the TV are apparently toooooo slow with the addition of advertisments, which makes it slower compared to watching online. DUH.

Still halfway through MT, sadly. Shall continue to watch, enjoy the last week people :))

Total Freakshow.

2009-06-15T20:54:00.001-07:00

A random topic or not, wadever.

Coopin' at home cause my head to spin and makes me wanna vomit at the sight of practically....anth. P.S Not even an introvert might take these. Ytd was slightly better off, went to meet SN at Compass Point to get some birthday gifts for whom birthday's in June or July or wadever.

A sense of accomplishment 'coz I completed nearly every piece of my assignments....I think :)) That leaves me with MT and half of SS, which I apparently am considering whether I'm still doing or just leave it to "I don't understand a single piece of information" or wadever.

I feel like blackin' out now. At least the weather had been slightly better, not that muderous heat.

Can't stand the thought of more exams and tests and hmks coming up next semester. Oh my.

Well, anw got this from MTV, thought it was sweet:

Single - Ne-Yo

2 songs at a time

2009-06-07T06:42:00.001-07:00

If anyone saw flaw in me....

2009-06-03T22:29:00.000-07:00

...tell me.

Did anyone smell fun? I don't, not this holiday. But I still prefer staying at home than going to sch. Well rmb? I'm an introvert :) Today was rock climbing, did not participate much. Well, lost contact with sports for a hell long time. Ziying super power, brenda uh... super -erhum- . Thanks to Brenda, missed my bus and have to wait for so long to board another bus, sucker -.-

My post is lacking content. Anw, these few days have been trying very hard to complete my assignments which I apparently failed to 'coz of many other factors like the weather, new blockbusters on the roll and new games :)

Loading....Done! Gonna start up my engine and play games :)

Get A Life.

2009-05-28T21:43:00.000-07:00

Can't think of any topics, but I'm extremely tired.

Firstly, this vacation is so messed up. Secondly, screw the weather.

Assignments are almost endless. No time for storybooks. The weather is so extreme, its affecting my mood.

Oh, thirdly, I was THIS close to get into top ten in the level, screw that too. Double-damn...

All the best people and TRY to enjoy the holidays though. Well, I hope it doesn't turn out as bad as I exaggerated it ;)

Awful or Awesome? Neutral :/

2009-05-25T01:04:00.000-07:00

Results was absolutely neutral and hence, nothing much to say.

I was utterly shocked when Mdm L. came in the room with stacks of scripts 'coz I had no idea things would work out this way. Damn nervous, see that stacks and stacks of scripts makes me wanna puke. Dammit.

First paper was already more than dissappointing, double-damn. The rest, was fair...

Nothing much except for the lunch with Weiling SN and Yingjie, who came later. Weiling went to shop for her earphone which she managed to buy it at Best, pretty cool.... :)

P.S. Cheer up, Damien :)

Exams' out, fun's in!

2009-05-20T23:17:00.000-07:00

Super happy :) Finally able to sleep in peace after exams :) But pretty worried about my results, which I heard, would all be released on Monday....

But its alright, damn stressed during exam, now I'm so chill out, except for the results, though very free, but also .... too free~

Sian.

Went for exams this morning in school, about half the upper sec gone?! Ohya, recently went gaga over these COMMON, but fun thing, not thing lah, its an actor a.k.a singer... or whadever lah~

Bio exam at hall, with the arts'. Saw the first question, completely stunned (same for the MCQ) Tough.... Section B was alright but too much words I thought.... After the exam, went to find Weiling and Jingyi at the dentist. Afterthat, three of us went to Long John's for lunch....very bloated...very. Then we nearly shop-ed the whole building...lols. Then finally went home with weiling.... :)

Whole body ache like falling apart soon....

21.05.09

"Selective" Questions...

2009-05-14T20:54:00.000-07:00

1. What do you miss eating?
Ice-Cream...Chocolate Fondue....

2. What do you want to receive for your birthday?
Erm....Jesse McCartney?? Lols. Jkjk.

3. What's the wall paper on your computer?
2E2 chalet's photos.
4. What song are your listening right now?
Behind those hazel eyes. a>

5. Whats your favourite song at the moment?
Love Story :)

6. What is the best event that happened last year?
2E2'08 CHALET!

7. Is there anything else you want to do besides answering this survey?
Study geog and emaths.
8. What's annoying you right now?
Exams top on list!

9. Chocolate cake or brazo de mercedes?
Both,can?

10. In a relationship, rebound, dating, flying solo, whatever?

Whatever?

11. If killing is legal, would you kill?

YES!

Tag 14 people to do the quiz:
1. Shengning
2. Weiling

3. Rachel
4. YingQing
5. Michelle
6. Damien

7. Brandon

8.Yanheng

9. Kenrick

10 - 14. Anyone~~?

Introvert, maybe? Definitely.

2009-05-08T02:13:00.000-07:00

Today has been like 2 down, 'coz English's over. So 5 more, but still very stressed-up. Hm, went to eat lunch with SN during the afternoon. English was damn difficult, totally lost. Hasnt been any happenings lately so, nothin' much to blog. Just donwanna see my blog seem so dead?

I can't wait for holidays.

Day 1

2009-04-28T06:29:00.000-07:00

Stress, never felt like that before. MT Essay was hm...pretty alright. MT PP 2 was damn difficult. Sucks, 'coz I had a bad stomach-ache. Then went home with AhQuek and SN, damn hungry after school. So rushed home for lunch.

1 down, 6 more to go. All the best, people. - MYE.

Just maybe.

Chiong.

2009-04-25T06:35:00.000-07:00

Damn stress. Supposedly, I should've woken up later, thanks to the A maths test, I has to rush back school. Went home, ate breakfast and then tuition straightaway? My day sucks.

Studied the whole day through, chiong. My revision is so screwed up, damn screwed up. I just hope the end-of-world comes tmrw, then there'll be no more exams, and stress-free. Too bad, its not the case....

So I'm selfish...

Carnival

2009-04-18T03:41:00.000-07:00

Our school's carnival's today, reached school 'bout 7++am and then reached home at....now. Set up the booth with many many decos and started selling and no way am I gonna wear the apron. Then we started selling, everyone was so busy, no time for chats....Then after HuiYi SN and Eunice came back to the booth, we went venturin' ard the school.

After tending the the stall for like 1 hour or so, went to the SKY Night and saw AhQuek & co. , the songs and ambience was awesome and cool. So much of people person....Then I met Ziying's Sis, gave her a candyfloss treat. Then we were "happy" waiting outside the TOLC room after everything ended.

Then came sth I wasnt aware (oh well). After half and hour or so, we went PastaMania for lunch (or dinner?) then went back home.

And the sad thing is, I didn't manage to use up ALL my tickets, which is a waste. Did hanna printings on my hand, I needed to use my tickets up! Oh no.
I wished no presence of myself.

A flight to California.

2009-04-16T03:52:00.000-07:00

Just returned from my training. Slacking w/ Pohpoh 'coz coach's not here and who cares anyway? Little did I know my juniors are so much of fun, hah ;p

Schl was pretty fine. After Bio, we painted out shirts and packed freebies for the carnival, where we start munchin' on candies. I don't feel like painting my clothes - "energy-straining".

After schl, went eatin' w/ Brenda and Pohpoh. Waited for AhQuek and SN then we went home tgt, Weiling was harpin' on the "qi kong liu xie" story she made up and decided to use SN as her model which I pretty much agree. LOLS.

My revision plan was completely screwed up. Too many happenings and tests this week and next week. Saturday would be the carnival, should I said I'm lookin' forward to it? Nah, I guess not. Skinnies or Jeans? Wadever.

No life, fine so I am. Estranged, somehow.

Love Story

2009-04-09T21:11:00.000-07:00

Well, got this from imeem, a clearer version, I guess:

Love Story -

Eh-eh.

2009-04-07T01:45:00.000-07:00

Today is boring. Tuesdays are boring. Nvm 'bout that. I feeling hell stress, tmrw's chem test, three test in a row next week. With regards to the Mid-year examination, its driving me insane. English was fun 'coz Mdm K. was absent, which is equivalent to free period ;D

Mr Pang says there's another overseas programme to god-knows-where (better not be Ch.), he says maybe Au. , in the bad news department, the schl doesnt goddamn allow, 'coz they think its for fun. But in the good news department, there's a prom night for the sec 4 graduates this year. Wonder if we have any next year...

Stress!

2009-04-03T01:05:00.000-07:00

Stress! Lols.

Morning, applause!! 350 words reflection, boo... 4 maths lessons a day drives you insane. However, we managed to search for comfort during biology, alike free period, whole class damn high, Mr P. 's absent, haha. I've been running out of things to say, honestly. Man Toad! I feel so mean. Aw, haha. Well, if you ever ask whad the hell is that...hm, its for me to know, for you to find out ;p

Oral after school was absolutely crap. That teacher was grinning all the way, damn stress. He asked if I was nervous, duh?

Then went for lunch with SN at pepper lunch, thats when Man Toad came in, haha. Went home, so here I am blogging.

P.S. Thks shaleen!

Birthday!

2009-03-30T04:41:00.000-07:00

Ying Jie....Happy Birthday!

Myspace Layouts

a lie that sets you free,

2009-03-27T06:36:00.000-07:00

Hm, that above was quoted from "Love love love" - James Blunt, its in my jukebox, check that out. Speaking of that, I update my that jukebox of mine today, many many new songs. And yea, the last three song are Korean/JP songs. Caught them on MTV.

Today is friday, yep. English was whadever. A Maths today, pretty fine. E Maths was whadever too, 'coz hell if I understood whatever was taught. Bio was entertainin' Mr Pang mentioned the "Red Bull" incident, hilarious.

Dine in for lunch with SN. Yep.

Evening, went Kovan w/ my mom and sis. Grab whadever I could, bought Jolly Shandy, drank along as I blog, yep now.

Tution tmrw, damn~ Ever tried askin' yourself "What the hell am I studyin'?" in the middle of revisions? Studies, doesn't exactly get me anywhere. Fun, is the prominent idea of life.

Acid Bath Murder.

2009-03-24T02:46:00.000-07:00

Acid Bath Murder, as a story I read today in a storybook. Ran out of subject topics.... Tues, as always, the longest day, yawns*

Many upcoming tests, I'm honestly stressed up. Tmrw, friday, next thursday (tests), in addition to this, return to sch on sat. Double-damn. Can't be bothered anymore. 3 chapters for a single pathetic test for Chem, gotta be kiddin' me.

SS was...haha. Anw, having to be in same group w/ Grace and co. won't be that bad afterall ;p No frets, just a mere project anw. But I swear, I nvr thought Mdm.W as such....haha.

Chem was the same. After schl was the same too, went home, except that this time was numbers that I'm starin' the whole time (not words; for revision)

Geog was fun today 'coz the best thing that could ever happen, is that the teacher just sit there leavin' you to do the assignments, it's just brilliant.

Ohyea! Mr.P didn't come today, that might be the finest event of the day! Haha.

Emaths test tmrw.

Tell the police I love my family.

2009-03-20T01:15:00.000-07:00

In case you wonder about the above subject, I was just feelin' random. Random. Ytd was fun and mad. Haha. After the IC whatever stuff, which took 5 mins! Lol. Met at the interchange, waited for half-an-hour for them. Went to the E-Hub (Kbox).

Sang. Yea, that's the idea of the whole outin'. Love Story, Leavin'.... Absolutely amazin'! Haha. Then went home, with AhQuek and SN. Saw hello kitty at the bus-stop.

Today was fun too, CIP. Took cab w/ ahquek, brenda, pohpoh to hougang mall. Ate lunch then went playin' around. Feel like shutting my eyes.... assignments start to snowball like aw. Damn.

Get some sleep now, cya on monday ;p

He's just not that into you.

2009-03-16T05:53:00.000-07:00

Morning's been like working on my SS assignments, but to uncompleted results. Anw, caught a movie with my sister at Vivo today: He's just not that into you. The show was simply amazin'. I feel I've let myself down today, haven got myself anyth. Just a lip butter. Well, 'coz financial crisis hit me....I saw shoes today, tops, bottoms. Oh no, run out of capitals.

I feel a lil' bitchy today. Aw. There's schl tomorrow, damn.

PTM '09

2009-03-13T01:20:00.000-07:00

I got a mere shock, my grades were .... horrible.

Anw, today was amazing 'coz Mr Pang gave us Pizza treat! Canadian Pizza ;p He said it has sth to do with his lessons, but honestly I was more interested in the Pizzas, I mean we. He didnt care anw, just continue blabbing.

Grace couldn't wait to leave the class LOLS. Then school's finally over, phew. Then Brenda went home first, then AhQuek left after her PTM.

SN and I were like loitering 'round the school, met Ms Shen, she's gorgeous. ;P Then saw Huiyi doing patrol for like 4th times, hah, tough. Saw Yingjie too, speaking of her, if my memory serves, people were bombarding James with the issue....Haha, but I think he made a very true statement earlier on, agree? Haha.

Mom came and blah blah blah. I fear my mom's reaction upon the report book, aw. Blogging's out during hols ;p Enjoy your hols, but 1 week's short, far too short, hm.

P.S. Thanks for the treat, I know thats no big deal to you ;p

SIAN.

2009-03-10T05:56:00.000-07:00

English, sian. E maths, sian. Bio, quite alright. Recess, sian. Geog, sian. SS, sian....got back our test paper, crap. Hope I was like Grace: VR... Guess who gives the MOST borin' lecture, hah. Then AhQuek says she's not going for netball -.- Nvm.

Ohyea, really screwed up this time. All the files, home! Double-damn, plenty to go. Nvm, I'm so gonna tide over this.

Finished "The Killing Hour", movin' on to "The Other Daughter", well SN asked me how long was it gonna take me. I replied: "Three months? Or maybe not." Haha.

I honestly can't wait for next week, could sleep my day through~ Show some enthusiam, people!
I'm so going to buy sneakers, storybooks, many many else.....At the very least, this thought could keep me surviving for this week ;p

Hm, catch some sleep now, nights ;D

Quiz adopted.

2009-03-08T01:39:00.000-08:00

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Insane.

2009-03-06T01:07:00.000-08:00

Friday's always the same, no life ;p Sighs*
Having a really bad headache today, feel so heavy....took a crowded bus home. Mom fulfilled my KFC's cravings.
SN and me shared a uncomfortable silence for a while....she spoke. Then E maths followed by A maths. Grace asked me why I brought so many candies to school, well, 'coz on friday, theres 4 maths lesson. During Biology, Mr Pang brought Legos for class, I so agree w/ Grace, she said she was more interested in the Legos than his lessons, LOL.

P.S. I say SN.....advices out, smiles in!

My day suck, if you asked.

2009-03-05T00:03:00.001-08:00

Suck, yes thats exactly whad I mean. During Chinese, not any better than the previous papers. During SS, bullshit if I understood. Grace went for tournament, Michelle then sat beside me, she's entertaining, haha. Then came English,w/o giving me any goddamn chance to explain, she gave me a sorry look, how useful...Broke a test-tube.

After school, total screwed up.

P.S. My apologies, Quek and you guys!

I'm so gonna miss them.

2009-03-03T04:37:00.000-08:00

Today was netball training 'gain....hmmm. Was very very fun, a pity Quek wasn't there, new batch of sec 1s, I so can't imagine I'm having sec 1s juniors, seems like I've became...older? Hah, then sec 4s stepping down. Yea, so I guess "I'm so gonna miss them" addresses everythin'. Sighs* Next year's our turn.....

Went home, studies in. Ate my dinner, here I bloggin'.

P.S. Mdm K. was absent again, double-damn. Mr Pang hadn't returned us the paper too, crap.

Happy Burpday Kenrick!

2009-02-28T23:24:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was Kenrick's BD party, had much fun there. Kenrick's sister was adorable, very adorable. It was pretty successful though we were very very very tired. Poker cards were the best part of the whole party, I guess, though I lost more than I won, haha.

After the overnight stay, went for tution at Bishan. I feel so sleepy....check out those droopy eyelids, aw.

Went back home w/ my sister....ohyea, went Mac's for lunch, I mean lunch 'coz I skipped breakfast, urgh.

Now that I'm back home, I'm going for a SHOWER and I guess I'm gonna catch some sleep.

Ohyea: Happy Burpday Kenrick, hope you like that present!

Hang on, theres one more.

2009-02-25T05:14:00.000-08:00

Common test, over for most. There's biology to go, double-damn. Not much happenings recently. Netball matches over, but the game were great, girls! Today was the last game, then went KFC w/AhQuek and Brenda. Brenda, you're so so entertaining. Oh yea, before we went for the netball game was the A maths test, then the chinese lesson. Chinese lesson....aw, whad could be more fun than this..
Erm, nothin' much to add on. Late, hmmm.....

Hell of a day.

2009-02-10T05:12:00.000-08:00

Today, I found out the world's sick. Yes, I mean sick. &So am I. Anw, back to serious business. In class, it's really hilarious. Haha. During chem, double-damn. Paper cut, sucks. Then came experiments. After class, astonished. Yes, astonished. Hope you people are alright!! ('bt the serious offence thing).

Netball. Fun. The lip still stays bleeding, Brenda! Haha, is your head bleeding? Anw, went home with SN. Then went home, study study study. Aw. Then blog here, and soon I'm sleeping or maybe now. Good nights everyone, good night ;p

Happy Burpday Michelle&Damien!

2009-02-08T23:31:00.000-08:00

Its Michelle's & Damien's birthday, so Happy Burpday!

Yesterday was so fun at Sentosa. There was AhQuek, without her all the way, its was pretty out of place for me. OOPS! Its a shame SN and pretty much else didnt come. Its just .... fun! Haha, I hope the two birthday 'kids' enjoyed LOLS, hope the both of you like the present ;p Then came today, its so fun with the 2E2s. I really miss 2E2, and hopefully we stay this way always, its just brilliant ;p

Cheer up, really, cheer up ;p

Victory Part II

2009-02-06T03:26:00.000-08:00

Morning - screwed up, pretty much.

Oh fine. Everything's fine after recess.... Then came Bio lesson, went Science Lab to cut potatoes, individual work really ....aw. Oh then, after Bio I went to meet Brenda they all for netball. Bought food ration ;p Haha.

Later on, we set off for RP. Hmmmm, game was pretty fun enough, but still can't help getting panicky, even when coach says I shant feel so. Hah. B-Div gets into 2nd round, congrats B-Div!

Then all of us were like so HIGH, we could almost fly! Lols, jk ;p Its just that all of us were very excited and feel very contented ;p

Then oops* Brenda was so so so pissed off, really apologetic eh! Haha, but still you owe me an apology ;p Went to eat for a lil' while, then went home with Weiling ;] haha.

Victory.

2009-02-04T04:15:00.000-08:00

Today was netball game 'gain. We won, yep. Congrats B-girls!

Chem test tomorrow, gotta work so hard.

Bad Sore Throat.

2009-02-02T03:24:00.000-08:00

School's SOOOOO bored. A maths test back, cheer ups SN! Chem was the same, Eng was the same, I love sudoku~ PE sucks, was tirin'. Today was pretty much fun with AhQuek and Qing at her shop. Then we were foolin' around. learnt MT spellin'. Then Qing & I went playground for a swing, a lil' chat was on. I just gotta say to her, BE HAPPY. Then I made many new friends at the playground. Haha, am I not right to say kids are the closest to angels? Those below, are photos of the kids:

How close,

2009-01-30T03:07:00.000-08:00

Today was netball game again, but its so fun, so thrillin'. Hah, brenda ah, brenda uh....sry eh. You owe me an apology for makin' me so dirty anw, AhQuek and Pohpoh were so laughin' their heads off. Went KFC, met the seniors.

Game really took our breathe away, phew! Impressed, really impressed.

Went home after that wit AhQuek & Pohpoh, oh. A. Maths test was a flunk, yeps. Any idea how it felt to have known the right answers just after the test when you left the qns as blank as your mind? Hm.

Mdm Koh said she aimed to be the worst teacher....nah. I don't think so, have she any idea there is one out there that might win her on that? Hah.

+ (ZIP) +

MC.

2009-01-29T04:12:00.000-08:00

MC....sucks.

Borin' at home. Revisions on the roll. I'm really stressed out, all this homeworks and revisions amounts up to more than a burden. Tomorrow's game again, I don't feel like goin' schl tomorrow too....I'm so tired. I'm so taking a break. ;p

Hm.

2009-01-28T03:03:00.000-08:00

Today was netball training. I wasnt deciding to go training until, michelle and russell was going back to school, fine, I went back wit them, I didnt wanna get scolded by Ms Oon. Went training after eating at H.M wit brandon, they all.

Training speaks so much today, I wished I didnt attend, wasnt much of people. AhQuek also neh go.....SN also don't have choir, left wit Brenda, ate wit Brenda, then went home.

Waited for bus 87, saw one go right in front of me, too tired to chase after it.....Bid farewell to Brenda then waited for another 87. No 87, 89 came, board on.

Listen to music, using the old earpiece, the new one's screwed. Alighted, went home, bathe, blog. Very very scorchin' today, wished I never went for training, at least won't get nearly sunburned....

Am so tired....Ok, enjoy the last part of CNY.

Happy CNY.

2009-01-24T23:31:00.000-08:00

Happy CNY!

Happy CNY.

2009-01-22T22:06:00.000-08:00

Today's was CNY celebration. Was very alone w/o AhQuek or SN. But at least still got entertainment, a stone's away from me. I stand out so much among the crowd who's wearin' homeclothes.... There's still maths, hard luck, nothin gets in. My form teacher, owes us hongbaos, lols, did she mentioned she was buyin' candies for us?

Recess. Nth to eat anw.

Bio test. Hard luck, MCQ was real challengin'. I predict the worse of the worse in the release of results anw. Mr Pang was absent again. Early release, went home wit SN.

Met Ain there. Hah, then went home, cooked instant noodles, no one's at home. Alone, again. TV's out of order. Am so tired.

Everythin' s out now, song's in.

&Now I that I'm givin' mine, you're hesitatin'.

How sweet.

2009-01-22T05:04:00.000-08:00

Today's SS was very fun. Grace and Jasmine were really humorous characters, they were easy to get along to. I was caught yawning, I think. A maths was really complicated, extreme shame, can't even get the basic idea of the topic.

MT was better, did compo, find inspirations, inspirations, inspirations. Whad a shame, can't get any. Asked my MT teacher, real hard time getting her to come to me. I really forget her name 'gain. WTH.

Then Bio, Mr Pang was absent. O.o Then did A maths, gross. Then came assembly, hard luck listening to teacher. Nothin' gets in. Got a nice time bein' entertained, hah.

Thought trainin's on today, but nope, it wasnt, so went home with Ain. Then home. Com in, studies out.

Then came evening, enjoyed the breeze. Then studies in, Bio's test tomorrow, chapter 2, so studies in, com's out.

Done, whads on tomorrow? CNY celebration. Whad to wear? Hm, un-thought.

Nth much today.

3 cheers!

2009-01-21T01:45:00.000-08:00

Today was cool. There's B's game today, skipped many lessons and had fun after recess, changed into jersey, practised, went on the bus.

All of us tied up our hair in the identical form, cool. So alien-iac. But was cool, fun....Went Republic Poly for game with C.S. Real hard thrash, thanks to our star player- Brenda! And all my seniors. Haha, coach seemed happy. Ms Oon too, cool....

Went wit AhQuek, pohpoh and brenda to KFC at CP for a lunch....then went home. Bad bodyaches, very wear out today.

Really not much today, seems like tests' really comin' up.

Paris;Music

2009-01-20T03:25:00.000-08:00

Was a very long day. Last was chemistry, went to chem lab, experiments. After that, met AhQuek they all, went much on separate ways, then went to AhQuek shop. Did homework together with Brandon and Quek, realised many people seemed to have been attacked by flu~ Takecares eh. Then went home. Blogging now, very bored. Finished studyin', tomorrow's our
game! Oops* real bad sorethroat, aw.

nvm, I'll be waitin' for the ans.

Game on!

2009-01-19T04:36:00.000-08:00

Game's on tomorrow. Its the C-Div girls, tomorrow's their game, so all the way girls!

Wed's B-div game, so all the way too! Hm, Mdm Koh talked to me and AhQuek today, she said alot, I was pretty hesitant about her decision, precisely 'coz I suck. Pretty hesitant, aw....Anw, ate wit brenda and weiling after trainin' then went home wit weiling.

Hm nth much. PE was tiring and fun. Training seemed short, was very hungry and my eyes seems liked they are on eyeliner. Very dark.....

I really don't understand.

Faults with me.

2009-01-18T00:24:00.000-08:00

Well, went for tution this morning, bought my ss textbook. Nth much. Bought real lots of candies, hoping that sweeten my day up.

Hm tomorrow's school again. Hm, bio test's up.

Manchester-United's top on list! All e way Man-U!

you mean there aint feelin' anymore? I guess so...

Post-Camp!

2009-01-16T00:01:00.000-08:00

Camp's over!! Haha. Finally.

Well, I actually enjoyed, I really enjoyed the camp somehow. The trainer was my favorite part of it all~ My trainer was LEHA, OH LEHA~ Haha. She loves adidas just like I do, she's got great dimples, she's so cool. Haha.

I love the high elements, but it was pretty hot and scorching, under the sun. Erm, I made many new friends like Huiyi....lols, they were easy-goin' and sweet. Very -high-.

I like the waterfall, it was fun esp* wit that AhQuek eh, she was so funnnnnyy~!! Haha.

Ate KFC immediately after the camp, wit AhQuek they all. Haha, everyone seems very deprived. LOLS. Then I heard SN sang one song, very nice, by Rainie Yang:

Dai Wo Zou MV - Yang Cheng Ling

Time might be all thats needed.

CAMP!

2009-01-12T04:26:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow's camp!! IDK if I'll enjoy it or not. Hmmm, it may sound better if we'll be with the 2E2'08. Maybe....IDK. But I'll try to enjoy, if I can. Hope nth's gonna put me down~ Haha.

Today was fun. When I went to SN, she said sth, then I was lyk "HERHHHH!" Hah, astonishing if you knew, nearly unbelivable. Hah, but MYOB. Not my prob anw ;/

Then lessons start, chem was pretty fun, PE was okay, Mr James.T was humorous enough to keep me entertained. Geog was pretty entertaining. Hah. Then a period after recess, I saw the rest of the sec 3s leave the class and I'm so stuck in the class. Yawn* E maths?!

Then after school, I went Quek's house, play play play. Wad's sth fun and effortless? Gossip! Hah. It's fun, they are real great buddies, that for once, I laugh so hard so happily. Thanks yea!

Then went to Hougang Mall for dinner? Hah, then saw some friends there, played real hard. Okay, then bought sph 130, sighs don't have 150....haha. Ohyea, I carried a baby today! So adorable, cheek's so fair and so chubby ;p Haha, then I go home, the most annoying part 'bout camp is that you really have loads and loads of things to prepare! Urgh!!

IDK.

2009-01-11T00:18:00.000-08:00

I'm changing my blogskin. I dread camp, 'coz ita gonna kill many of my skin cells. Yeps. Tution is the morning then prepared many many sunblocks for camp~ That's it, my day's borin' hah.

Red Cliff II

2009-01-10T04:36:00.001-08:00

Watched Red Cliff II today. Very cool. Erm nothin' much, slurrrped many ice-creams today. A whale of a time in the arcade.... My bro's bd. But he still suck. Hah.

Tution tomorrow, camp's up. The worst part 'bout it is that.....you really gotta prepare many many sunblock, 'coz hell knows how bad your sunburn would be~

But I'm not looking forward to it, wadeva. A very cool and new song....to me at least.

Just who?

A good deed.

2009-01-09T03:27:00.000-08:00

Today I did a good deed, just. Relieves* Glad they're back to track, phew. Good luck and d

Sighs* today's CCA carnival was pretty tiring but fun. Nisha was so fun and Sharifah. 4 lessons of maths, thats so crap. Bio was fun too, test comin' up ORH! So stressed up. Tution 2mrw, the day after, everyday so packed with programmes. Damn.

But not anymore,
You can bet on that....You said you don wanna lose me, like I don wanna lose you too.